January

You stand there calm and beautiful
you never understood
you stand there calm and beautiful
like I never could
so I didn't think it would come to this
you're the one I missed the one I missed
in the making up of making out
I forget what I missed forget what I

the only time I feel alive
is the rush of these threats and the rush of these lies
but I don't believe in suicide
no I don't believe

you stand there stare down at me
you never understood
I lie I cheat I lie I steal
like you never could
so I didn't think it would come to this
I'm the one you missed the one you missed
I'm making up our making out

and I think you love it I think you

the only time I feel alive
is the rush of these threats and the rush of these lies
but I don't believe in suicide
no I don't believe in suicide

I wish you would take away
every breath every word every line I say
it's a pretty undercurrent
don't look now you're right
the only time I feel alive
is the rush of these threats and the rush of
these lies
but I don't believe in suicide
no I don't believe in suicide